Oh Wow! so last night, i was keeping the fabulous Dr. Phil and his buddy Shane company, while phil had desk duty, when God blessed be with incredible insight and conversation. Shane and i just met last night, but he is quite wise (both of them are) and alot of what i learned last night is just from hearing the two of them speak to each other. Man, those two are brothers in Christ. They speak wisdom into each others lives out of the love God has given the for one another…anyway. After everyone else had left and it was almost two, one of the things shane was saying was that since we are Christians, and Christ lives in us, our hearts are not our hearts. What does that mean, how do you apply that….What am i giving my heart to…it’s not mine to give. Am i protecting my heart, in the name of Christ, because it is sacred. When i want to serve and am trying to find my mission field (yeah, hello right where i’m at i just moved 600 miles from home and am trying to find God’s path for my life) where am i investing my heart. How much am i considering Christ. There are so many things i have to say that Go along with this, just not right now. i am experiencing an incredible freedom in Christ. A joy i have let satan rob me of for so long, and i am done. ready to own the freedom that Christ has won for me. When i act as if this is my heart, i cannot experience the richness of all the God has for me.
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you know how you label boxes when you move, according to what’s in them? i’m getting ready to move in four weeks, and i think that if i were to get into a box, it would be labeled JUNK. not that i am junk, but i’ve tried to fill myself with so many other things than God, that junk is all that’s left in me. i have nothing left but junk. you don’t move junk. you throw it out. God please help me throw out my junk. it’s a big box and i can’t do it alone. i’m asking now, even crying out. help me leave my junk, so you can fill me up.
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This seemed like a better blog to take to school in the fall. a little more collegiate and sophisticated if you will. i working on real posts to put on here, so bare with me.
